16. a drunken story. It was a celebration for my best friend Michele’s 20th birthday. We all got drunk. I was sipping on everything and once I took that shot I was out of it. Falling over, giggling and couldn’t talk right. Um it started out fun. I mean we all took our shirts off and my boyfriend had to look after me. After awhile things got bad. My friend Roger was talking about wanting to die and then I started crying seeing him like that. Turns out I am an emotional drunk. Then we all tried to calm him down and that is when things got worse. Sam wouldn’t let my boyfriend Zack talk to Roger who is his best friend which caused his other friend Mike to get mad and yell at her. She yelled back and then ran off crying. It upset her boyfriend who had an episode and started screaming like a banshee and scaring the shit out of all of us. Then he scared his gf and ran away ashamed. She couldn’t find him and started screaming his name in the middle of the street at 12 am. Got the cops called. I was gonna sleep over Michele’s, but my boyfriend just said he was gonna take me home and a sleep over wasn’t likely. We started to clean up the bottles before the cops came and when I got back my boyfriend was gone and the cops were talking to my friends. It turns out he took his friend home who was 20 and freaking about being underage. I was upset with him, but then Michele was crying and suicidal and didn’t wan to go home. She kept having panic attacks and ended up puking in her hair. My boyfriend stayed hours past his curfew which was part of the reason I forgave him for leaving. He was just trying to help his friend and was in a panic. Anyways Michele slept over along w/ the other 2 people who were gonna stay at her house and we all watched Michele since she was trying to harm herself all night. Needless to say that night was a trainwreck.